I don’t know what the deal with me and the word cunt is. I never feel bad saying it. I never feel bad calling a girl a cunt, and I never feel bad calling a guy a cunt. That’s probably because I never call a girl or a guy a cunt unless they either deserve it, or I’m joking. Actually I probably only do it if I’m joking. On a few occasions I think I’ve used it when I’ve really been mad and ranting about horrible women, none in my actual life, just women in the news who do terrible things, and even then I don’t say it because it means anything to me, but rather because I know for some reason it is really offensive to some people so I know saying it will get across how angry I must really be at the particular woman.
I don’t even know what cunt means. I mean I know it’s supposed to be very derogatory towards women, or can also refer to a female’s vagina, but what the hell is its historical context? To me nigger isn’t offensive because it means horrible or dumb or whatever bad thing followed by black person, because a person could just call a black person a horrible or dumb or whatever black person, and it wouldn’t be anywhere near offensive as if they called them a nigger. The reason nigger is so offensive is because it’s steeped in years and years of racist use. No offense to the word cunt, but growing up in school I’ve never heard people make fun of girls by calling them cunts, or even calling them cunts behind their backs. I have however seen black kids be called nigger – and I live in a very liberal city, Portland Oregon – and many times I’ve heard people call people niggers behind their back. Same goes for the word faggot, which I find more offensive than cunt but still nowhere near as offensive as nigger. I mean when people use it I don’t really care unless they’re directing it at a gay person to make them feel bad – nigger is the only word in history that I feel weird about even if it’s being used in a joking manner, which is very hard to do but some people have successfully done it.
Why am I writing any of this, especially when I’ve wrote on this subject a couple times in the past? I don’t really know. To kill time perhaps? But to me nigger is by far the most offensive word in history, granted that’s coming from a white boy who is part Mexican and lives in a very liberal city, so I haven’t been exposed to all cultures so perhaps somewhere in Indonesia there’s some kind of more offensive word. Faggot is next because I have known a lot of people who hate gay people and use that word very hatefully. To me cunt isn’t even on the spectrum and I don’t know why some people are so offended by it. I guess it has something to do with it being so taboo. To be honest guys use bitch a lot more to put down woman than cunt, and they use it in a much meaner way. Bitch should be more offensive to women then cunt. Also, it greatly offends me when women, or anybody, says cunt is the n word for women, and as I have said before, to those women, or anybody who says that, you people are tremendous cunts.